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White Hole Mark Cunningham
I started to say "I'm sorry," but then
I realized I wasn't sure what I was sorry for, so I'm sorry I got your
attention. I'm sorry all this started from nothing and now is something.
Baudelaire's idea that we can no longer imagine heaven but only hell
may be outdated, maybe we can't imagine hell, either, which means we
really are there, one more thing to be sorry about. Lyn Hejinian's My
Life may be "post-modern," it may be excellent, but it
is more vague than Bruno Schulz's Cinnamon Shops, and if you
say, no, Hejinian is more specific, more detailed, and therefore harder
to contextualize, you're saying that we've become harder for each other
to imagine. I remember some beautiful trees from my daily drive home
over the summer, I'm sorry I didn't pay enough attention to them, but
maybe I did, since I remember them, I did something right and I'm still
sorry for it. I started to say I was happy, but then you'd look at me
and I would get self-conscious and thus not-happy, and it would be even
money which of us would say "sorry" first.
© Mark Cunningham
Mark Cunningham received an
MFA from the University of Virginia, and still lives in the Charlottesville
area. His astronomical poems take as their starting point some element
in the shape, symbolism, or scientific knowledge about the title subject,
and go from there. Though the title subject might never appear in the
poem, its characteristics determine what goes in.
His poems have appeared in Paragraph
and Small
Spiral Notebook; a selection of his poems on parts of the body,
is on the Mudlark website.
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