It Was Supposed To Be Just One

posted Jun 25, 2013

Evening arrives and never leaves.
          Lists of names
line the bar and still we are strangers

          and buy drinks
like we're family. It is someone's
          birthday.

If she said her name it was intelligibly
          exquisite. All
speech is perfectly ruined. Our tongues

          are fire
and smoking very quickly. Ashes
          line our pockets.

Glasses become hands pointing in directions
          hidden
in corners behind bodies holding up

          hallways where
one guy knifes up another as a favor.
          A bigger man,

with a smile, hits the wall every time
          girls pass.
And then one girl stops and kisses him.

          What trouble
could make you go back home? The tab?
          Being carried?

I know I had a conversation that seemed
          to mean something.
I am something. Why not leave it there?

Nicholas Reading is the author of the chapbook The Party In Question (Burnside Review Press, 2007). His poetry has appeared or is forthcoming in many journals, including Bat City Review, jubilat, 42opus, Painted Bride Quarterly, and San Pedro River Review. He lives in Virginia and is the managing editor for Sport Literate.

We’ve published two more poems by Reading: “Love Story” and “Long Sung Blues.”